LOS ANGELES — The Duchess of Sussex, Meghan, has told Oprah Winfrey that she experienced suicidal thoughts and was concerned when the decision was made that her son wouldn't have a royal title.

Meghan, who is biracial, told Winfrey in the interview airing Sunday night in the U.S. that there were discussions among the royal family about how dark her son's skin would be.

Meghan told Winfrey in the interview airing Sunday that she “just didn’t see a solution” to the mental suffering she had experienced and told Harry she “didn’t want to be alive anymore.”

She said she went to a senior royal staffer and said she needed to get help for her mental health, but was told it would be bad for the family if she did.

She described the moment as a breaking point leading to her and Harry stepping aside from their royal duties.

Meghan however refused to criticize Queen Elizabeth II, saying she had “always been wonderful to me.”

Winfrey asked Harry whether he would have stepped down from his royal duties if he had never met Meghan. Harry replied that “I wouldn’t have been able to, because I myself was trapped as well” until ”the moment that I met Meg.”

Prince Harry denied blindsiding the queen with the news that he and Meghan were stepping down from their royal duties, saying it was preceded by several conversations.

He did however say that his father, Prince Charles, has stopped taking his calls.

Harry said his family cut him off financially in early 2020. Harry said “we did everything we did to make it work” and would never have left had the palace been supportive of Meghan.

The couple also revealed their second child, due later this summer, will be a girl. Their first child, son Archie, turns 2 in May.

Harry says “to have a boy and then a girl, what more can you ask for? But now we’ve got our family."

Winfrey's interview with Harry and his wife Meghan opened with the host saying no questions are off limits and that the Duke and Duchess of Sussex are not being paid for the televised special. Early moments focused on Meghan describing how naive she was about royal life, including that she “didn't fully understand what the job was" and spent nights "googling" because there was no formal training or effort to teach her.

The interview special aired on CBS and will be shown the following day in Britain.

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The Duke and Duchess of Sussex are celebrating their son Archie’s second birthday Thursday.

The royal family has been wishing the toddler a happy birthday across social media, with the official Royal Family Instagram account sharing a sweet photo of him with his parents Prince Harry and Meghan at Windsor Castle in 2019.

Other royal family members also celebrated the day, including Prince Charles and the Duke and Duchess of Cambridge, who shared memories from Archie's Christening in July 2019.

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Archie Harrison Mountbatten-Windsor was born at 5:26 a.m. on May 6, 2019, at the Portland Hospital in London.

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Days before Archie's second birthday, Meghan revealed that she would publish a children's book that's inspired by her son and her husband, Prince Harry.

"The Bench" will be an illustrated story told through a mother's eyes, and will look at the "special bond between father and son." It was first written as a poem by Meghan for Harry to mark Father's Day in 2019.

"Evoking a deep sense of warmth, connection, and compassion, 'The Bench' gives readers a window into shared and enduring moments between a diverse group of fathers and sons - moments of peace and reflection, trust and belief, discovery and learning, and lasting comfort," a statement from the book's publisher read.

Earlier this year, the Sussexes revealed that they are expecting their second child, a girl.

Harry and Meghan first announced that they were expecting again on Valentine's Day. At the time, the couple released a black-and-white photo of themselves together taken remotely by their longtime friend, photographer Misan Harriman.